Well we are rotating between 3-4 hours of sleep, I still feel like I have been run over by a freight train, this afternoon I see Dr. Butler.
I have lost 14lbs in 5 days I feel really week but I do feel hopeful and full of peace now.
I emailed my friend to thank her for calling my church and having them pray. Her husband had lifted me up at their mens prayer breakfast, and later that day I started to have peace with whatever God's will is in this.
Thursday and Friday I had no peace about it whatsoever.
So now I finally feel if I am told to go to the hospital and referred for surgery, I feel it will be the right time.